hanaban's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- an update of sorts Well, school started last week and I got an average of maybe four or five hours' worth of sleep each day. Work was terrible because I had to try to stay awake the whole time. The weekend was so wonderful, even if I slept through most of it. Joe and my favorite grocery store is Sav-a-Lot because we can buy the whole store for less than $40 and the food is all very good. 5:25 pm - August 29, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- busy busy bee bee I see little sleep and a lot of work in the near future for myself, but it will all be worth it. Right now, some Jambalaya is cooking on the stove and I hope it comes out okay. I work in two hours and I hope to get a nap in sometime before then. It's getting colder so soon. I have a lot of schoolwork to do at work tonight. I am tired. 6:35 pm - August 23, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the big day is only a day away Today, I must remember to go to the post office to fill out one of those forms to get my mail forwarded to Joe's and my new address. I must also pack everything up and get ready for the big move tomorrow morning/afternoon. I must do laundry. I must find a little bit of time to sleep. I must go to the bank to deposit a check. I must call Joe back to see if he can take me to work tonight and pick me up in the morning. I can't believe it's here already. That, and the light in my eyes from seeing the direct deposit show up on my bank account each Friday morning. There are things that will get me down, but most of them don't really matter. 8:43 am - August 12, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- when i am the only person awake if you ask me why i'm moving, i'll tell you something along the lines of "just because" in order to spare you the uninteresting details. i'm moving, however, to regain my sanity, to have something constant, to get away from the drama and people who can't make up their minds. i've moving away before i turn into them. and i can't wait to just be happy and have a calm life with joe. i don't expect perfection and happiness everyday, but just a little bit of something good once in a while is fine by me. 5:42 am - August 09, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- good things come all the time. you just have to recognize them more often. good things:
things to remember:
3:53 am - August 09, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- approved! So after much stress and unfortunate events, I finally got word from the apartment complex that we've been approved. I guess we were the whole time and she thought that I would know that because she said things would be okay and they just had to hear from "Joe's employer." Relief. At last. One good thing was all I asked for today. 9:49 am - August 04, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- crazy eyes Work was terrible to get through last night because there was something wrong with my eyes and they burned the whole time. I didn't have to do a lot of work because I wasn't in the queue for a lot of the time and I was training to be a tracker of important logistics missions because the person who usually does it is going on vacation for a week or two. My eyes are still burning and I think it's due to overexposure to the sun or something. My sunglasses are in the car that is getting put back together...that won't be back for another two weeks. I hope my Jack Johnson CD is okay.
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